Weight Loss Confession – Today I cried.

So… Yeah. Today I totally cried my way through a workout. For some reason I have been totally sensitive, and I don\’t know why. I can think of a million reasons why I could be depressed, but honestly would that do me any justice. & really if I\’m being totally honest a lot of them have nothing to do with this actual weight loss journey, but my overall life.

I started this blog as a way to release my emotions about losing weight and my journey with God, but I believe that at this point you reading this have become the one friend that I can count on. No one in the outside world seems to get me or want to hear me out when I\’m clearly crying for a hug.

I am actually super happy that I have not promoted this blog in any way or shared with my family and friends because really, I believe that this is a bit too vulnerable to share with those that are close to me. Apart of me feels like it\’s time to come out of hiding with all of these emotions and the other part of me takes pleasure in releasing my emotions on this online journey that I\’ve created because at least I feel like I\’m being heard in some way shape or form.

Can I be like completely transparent?

I started a video diary that I have not shared with anyone about my journey and my true feelings… I mean the good, the bad and the ugly. There is part of me that really wants to get it out by sharing it with someone who may be able to relate, but once again the other part of me is like… GIRL, ARE YOU CRAZY??!! Well, am I? I have been capturing my random moments and confessions on video for more than a year now and I feel like it might help someone to see that they aren\’t alone… but then again that might be waaay too vulnerable.

I never do this, but I\’m actually going to ask you to give me feedback… tell me what you think in this poll below. Please?